Saddest Post I've Had to Write in Awhile

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

In my time here, I have to say that I have been constantly amazed at the kindness, the thoughtfulness, the creativity, and the talent this game holds. Every single person has made this game a treasure trove, an oasis in the middle of nowhere in which people feel accepted, appreciated, and amongst friends. I can’t remember even why I was nervous to join in the first place; you all made me part of your family from my first day in.

It’s with a heavy heart that I have to step back and drop for the time being. I have some things coming up (all positive things, life-changing and amazing things) that are going to require more of my time and attention, and it breaks my heart to sit on Zack and not give him the 200% both he and you guys deserve.

This isn’t forever, though! Just for a bit. This game is like my own Brokeback Mountain, and I just don’t know how to quit you. Even if Zack’s not available, I have a stable of willing, annoying characters to harass you with.

Thank you for the best welcome, the best thread, the best mods, the best castmates, the best Watch, and the best players a girl could ask for. You guys are a model of what a game should be.

Comments

[novelvision.livejournal.com]

I was with you until you mentioned Brokeback Mountain.

[novelvision.livejournal.com]

But as I've told you in different words, polish the delicious plate of food that life has given you first and then return in full force!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

HEY! That was a good movie, man. :P

My cupcakes will be eaten! Savored! Loved! And then I'll come back. With pictures and a new address.

[novelvision.livejournal.com]

The imagery is a little hard to digest! And speaking of digestion, make sure to chew, consume and enjoy those cupcakes because we're going to want details.

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

You're just afraid of all the leering, that's all. :P

You will get them! They'll be all over the plurk! :D SLATHERED ON THE PLURK!

[novelvision.livejournal.com]

How did you see through me so easily!?

Good, because I want solid proof that you're ready to return when you return!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

YOU ARE A WINDOW WASHED IN WINDEX! THAT'S HOW!!

:D Don't worry; you'll have it. :D

[novelvision.livejournal.com]

That probably explains why I never seem to get away with lies any more. I treasured that ability!

I shall be on the lookout. Don't you dare disappoint!

[dungenessmaster]

Aw, no! I really liked your Zack too. Oh well, it can't be helped; life happens. Best of luck, and come back to us when things calm down a little!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::clings:: Awwww, thank you, bb! I'm hoping it won't be for too long; I need to get into a groove with things going on in my personal life. All good things, though. :D

[seizeyoursouls.livejournal.com]

ZACK. ;_; Aww Zack. You were such a wonderful Zack and I had a lot of fun watching his threads. The FFVII cast here is lovely and you were a good part of the reason as to why. ♥

Besides that, I AM glad to here that the drop is because something good is happening to you! I want that! I want you to be happy so GOOD. I AM GLAD. X3

But if you can come back with those annoying characters, we would be glad to have you back. B3 GOOD LUCK WITH LIFE, BB. YOU ARE PART OF OUR FAMILY TOO.

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::blushes:: Thank you so much! That means a lot to me. ♥ And the cast here is the best one on the net; it's been an honor and a privilege to be able to be accepted into their fold. :D

Yes! :D Good things abound! :D Lots of them. ::snuggles all of you:: Thank you for your well-wishes. :D

THANK YOU!!!!! MWAH!!! :D

[cake-and-dreams.livejournal.com]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! ;~; /CLINGS TO YOUR LEG

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::trips and falls on my face and breaks my nose:: ;____;

[cake-and-dreams.livejournal.com]

/cuddles you better

[a-r0yal-flush.livejournal.com]

Good luck with everything. Dropping is never an easy thing to do, but at least you have the future move and everything to look forward to :)

Take care, and we'll all still be here for whenever you're ready.

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::snuggles so bloody much:: Everyone here has been so amazing. ._. I love you guys. I WILL BE BACK! Promise!

[a-r0yal-flush.livejournal.com]

/snuggles.

While Seph wont welcome Zack back with open arms, I know I most definitely will (and you as well)

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

XD Seph never welcomes Zack anywhere ever so it's nooooothing new! XD

I'm sorry, Seph. ._. I guess you were right. /cuts out own heart.

[a-r0yal-flush.livejournal.com]

Lol this is true xD;; so at least he's predictable in that way >.>

Aww dont do that : < there is always time to make it up later!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

XD It's on his calendar. "Be a dick to Zack today, 1:30pm - 3:00 pm".

;-; I can't help it. ._.

[a-r0yal-flush.livejournal.com]

Only 1:30pm to 3pm? Nah, Seph says that has to be longer and every day of the week 8D

Hey, you've gott'a do what you've gott'a do! So chin up and know that when everything is settled, you can come back to us :)

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

Dawn to dusk? DAWN TO DAWN? XD Everyday that ends in Y?

::snuggles:: I will. God knows I will, bb.

[a-r0yal-flush.livejournal.com]

He says that every day ending with a Y works best /nods.

Perhaps Seph will be more settled when you return :D

[thishealingwind.livejournal.com]

/snuggles forever

We'll be here waiting patiently for you to come back to us. <333 Love you dearly, and this won't change anything. Keep us posted on the good stuff~!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::cuddles:: You know, I'm sitting in the kitchen listening to the Romeo and Juliet soundtrack, and then I hear this song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g4Rs8NcgAVA) and I think of Zack and Aerith and starting getting blubbery. KID YOU NOT. I'm crying there into my chicken. ._. Hence how long it took to reply to this.

::smiles:: Don't worry! You'll get updates! :D ALL THE TIME so you can start marking off your calendar on when I come back.

[thishealingwind.livejournal.com]

OMG BB. /sobs and clings to

We'll have to musebox until you can come back. You can be as slow as you want to. <3333 Aerith needs her Zack. :(

YUSSSSSS /grabby hands P.S. You have facebook, right? I couldn't look at the pictures you posted last time, since we aren't friends there?

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::clings to forever:: I like this plan. I think part of my problem is I'm so damn afraid of holding everyone up. ._. I hate feeling like that.

I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooo, but I might have to add you first. No one can ever seem to find me. ._.

[thishealingwind.livejournal.com]

<3333 Then do it, we shall. \o/ Backtagging is never a problem for me, bb, but I know how you feel <3

/plurks you a link

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

alwaysstreaming is my FF7 musebox that NOTHING AT ALL HAPPENED WITH. :> If anyone at all wants to join and play with me, hey, I'm all good. :D ::high fives and snugs all around:: I think I should stick with logs though. XD Or a mishmash. Or do an overhaul. Baaaahhhhhh!

/friends forever

[wutaisrose.livejournal.com]

alskghalksjfAWWWWW /cries quietly to self OH WHO AM I KIDDING ;A;/

but it's for a good thing and not a bad so... so I'm happy for you! ♥ You will be so greatly missed!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

YOU CAN HAVE ZACK'S BOOTS TO REMEMBER HIM BY! ;-; ::gives them and cries::

I'll try to come back soon. I love you guys so much....

[daddyscythe]

Bye bye! :c Come back soon, you'll always be welcome!

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

Bawww~! :D Thank you! ::leaps into arms:: You guys honestly are the nicest, most welcoming bunch of people I've ever met. I cannot say enough nice things about you, really. You gave me faith back in RPing. :D I'll be back!

[daddyscythe]

/hug! That's nice of you to say! But I agree that the players of this game are special, naa? WE'LL BE WAITING FOR YOU.

[de-faulty-hero.livejournal.com]

You are always an amazing Zack or any character that you take up, and it's really hard to see you go. I wish we could have CR'd more, but that's me being selfish. You have wonderful things coming up in your life, and I wish you the best with all of them.

Cloud just isn't the same without Zack to get pushed around by, but I know this is just temporary. You'll always be welcome here no matter the character you decide to play.

;_; I'm getting all misty, and that makes me silly. Good luck, Shannon.

[1st-class-honor.livejournal.com]

::cuddles:: You're allowed to selfish, m'bb. Don't you worry about that. I wish we could've CR'ed more, too, but I'm a CR whore. XD Especially when it comes to your amazing Cloud.

Don't feel bad. ._. I was crying like a leaky faucet earlier. ;-; ::crawls to::

[chaotic-daemon.livejournal.com]

just. <3

I wish we could have played more :( But you know that I love your Zack.

/finds you on plurk